This is my personal online space to write about the day to day things I’m doing. I guess, its more so I remember what I’ve done every day and what I’ve done thats been prodcutive, or not so productive! Its strange to think, I have about 8 kinds of diarys/journals!

I’m reeeeeeeeeeeally wanting to spend some money right now, which is unfortunate seeing as this week is going to busy! But I had money saved and luckily asos.com sent a £10 coupon off in the post, so I’m definitly going to be buying this:Pauls Boutique lumberjack bagPauls Boutique lumberjack bag in pink!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then theres the other things I’ve been searching for online and in magazines:

Retrorebels.com / £24.00 

Mexican Skull necklace

ASOS.com / £10

Red sunglasses

Retrorebels.com / £30

Anchor cardigan

ASOS.com / £20

White cheesecloth dress

ASOS.com / £30

Blue asos dress

Sailorjerry.com / $30 (about £15?!!!)

Sailor Jerry hoodie

 

On to what I ate today:

  • Seeing as I was out until like 4am, A chicken & bacon double helping subway with extra cheese, lettuce and mayo- pig!
  • Ready Salted Walkers crisps
  • A Citrus Fruits Frescato from Costa, which apparently is 99% fat free.
  • About half of Christian’s raspberry and white chocolate muffin
  • A ham sandwhich and 2 patte sandwhiches
  • And on to dinner…the biggest thing ever! Pasta with pesto, a salad with lettuce, spring onion and boiled potato. Then with chicken and cheese! I had to eat it in two sittings! Heh!

I had the sunbed today. For some reason i find it really relaxing a nice. For CBT I had to move it on the getting out by myself front, so I walked there and back alone and sorted it out myself. Which, if anyone was reading this, which they wont be, isnt anything but to me it is quite huge. I had taken the Ativan in the morning but I guess it was close to wearing off when I got back from London!

Ah, as for London, loads of fun! Well, I thought it was anyway! I think most people expect to much of an exciting crazy night if youre going to a club in London but I just enjoyed being in my friends company, especially since there was such an excellent selection of people there! Amber through a huge fit, she was overly overly overly drunk. In all honesty I dont know how she wasnt sick? But Milly was supposed to be staying with her and she bailed on that and like ran off trying to get the bus by herself. Which none of us were prepared to let her do. Well Chloe or me, most people said it but they didnt know her so it was up to us really. Amber ended up really upsetting Chloe by yelling at her and being so ungrateful, which I tried to confront her about only for her to rattle on about something completely different. I feel she may have been appearing more drunk than she was as to have to not answer. I had to psychially drag her off busses and then she decided to pee in the middle of the street, next to the bus stop, right by the Royal Courts Of Justice in Aldwych. Luckily, in the end, after 2 hours of crying, whinging, waiting, bitching, dragging, pushing about…her dad came to pick her up and we tried to continue on with our night.

It wasnt really happening though. We ended up losing Shaun, Abby and her friend Kellie along the way somewhere! Katie and Kate went home earlier which was a shame but I get to see Katie loads next week which is awesome. I got to hang out with Char a bit more, which was cool. There is so much manufactured drama when you go to London, its nice to know not everyone buys into it and believes what they hear, or they actually have a rational head screwed on about these things. I want to see the pictures but I know Fleur has gone to pick Adam up from Luton as him and others have all been to a festival in Germany. I had no space in my bag to bring any of my cameras!

I need to magically conjour up a Reading Festival ticket from somewhere. I said I wouldnt go and camp this year but I’ve got the idea of camping with Milly and her friends. I think this is the best bet as theyre more chilled out and less angry. I want to camp with Charlie too but I think I’d feel a bit unwelcome in their camp. IDK.

I’m gonna go take the Melatonin and go to sleep! I just heard a storm come on I swear, my lights flickered on off too.

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