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AH!

28Jul08

I havent written here in a while. I guess I’ve been a bit busy, I have FELT busy, which is nice, not much time to sit about and think about things!

On Friday I went to the V-Team BBQ at the Orchard….Mum walked with me and even though I wasnt that nervous walking up there, I suddenly got so sick and shakey and Mum came in with me. I’m glad she did because I dont know what i would of done if I was by myself really. I asked at reception to see someone and Janey came up after a while and told me to mingle and talk later, which wound me up because she wasnt really talking to me, she was talking AT me. That upset me a bit, I cant handle people when they act like that. I just couldnt go and ‘mingle’, I dont need to really, i know what I want to do and I said that on the phone! Luckily, this nice lady came and spoke to us and she was really friendly. Ive got an appointment to see her. I walked out feeling so shit though, i was nearly in tears. I felt like such a failure. Mum left to go to the gym and I went to post some shoes to someone on eBAY. Aaron managed to meet me just as I was coming out of the post office and we went for a Subway. It was well sweet, he paid for my Subway. Then we went to see the new Batman film, The Dark Knight, at the cinema. It was AMAZING. I had loads of fun with Aaron aswell. He got this really weird phone call though at home from this guy called “Shaun Barry” accusing him of stealing this guys post!! It was hilarious to hear on the phone, I feel bad for him cos I cant tell if its a crazy old man or a prank call!

I did pretty much fuck all on saturday. I wanted to save money so I stayed in. Did some reading and watched some of the DVD’s I bought- Oceans Twelve and Blow.

On Sunday I went to Coventry to see Granny & Grandad and Aunty Yahd. Waking up after not much sleep is so ahrd to do, Dad has this mega annoying alarm aswell which makes me want to gauge my eyes out. Sleep is a definite must for me to be happy. It was nice tos ee eveyrone, I got to have some proper talks which I’m usually too shy to do because I hate talking when everyone is in the room. Me & Granny went to Hobbycraft and she bought me some watercolour pencils and these cut things to stick on hair clips or cards. These pirate themed ones and time themed ones. I thought it would be cool to stick on a card for someone.