Archive for October, 2008

what a week

26Oct08

Yes well, strangest week in the world. People are blowing fireworks off every minute from outside which is less than infuriating but more than annoying. Im dying of some fluent cough right now as are my flatmates. I’ve only smoked one cigarette in 3 days (go me.)
So tuesday was nervous breakdown down. I dont know [...]


pear cider

20Oct08

thats all i need. and richmmodn mentols. why is he being like this? my self esteem is shattered now. Georgias bf just broke up with her and shes heartbroken so we were all sat having drinks and Olly said that hes going out tonite, and even though i shouldnt, I’m going to. Andrew wants to [...]


miles away

19Oct08

My head is gone. Why am I sat here feeling unlovable? Why do I take these signs as a reflection on my character? Can I even handle having a boyfriend right now? Can he handle me? Maybe the big question is, can anybody handle me? I feel like a mess. Soon as I get in [...]


ill :(

08Oct08

This cold is driving me insane! I went to an out of hours doctor yesterday which was pointless! I want to enjoy time at uni not be all snotty and ill! Me and Ally went shopping after Religion in Modern Britian and Hisotry and Teaching of Jesus (which is actually so hard to keep up [...]


uni!

06Oct08

Ok, so this has pretty much been the only chance I’ve had to sit down and write about whats going on. Which is ridiculous because now I cant remember as much as I would of liked too!
I feel as if I’m getting a cold, I was standing strong being the only person in the house [...]