where do i start?

11Nov08

Its been a while since I’ve written. My head hurts thinking about it.
One new thing in my life that, is weird to say, that I’m really happy about is me & Alex. I am weirdly happy and today when we were cuddling I was smiling so much. And genuinly. I dont know how its possible [...]

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what a week

26Oct08

Yes well, strangest week in the world. People are blowing fireworks off every minute from outside which is less than infuriating but more than annoying. Im dying of some fluent cough right now as are my flatmates. I’ve only smoked one cigarette in 3 days (go me.)
So tuesday was nervous breakdown down. I dont know [...]

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pear cider

20Oct08

thats all i need. and richmmodn mentols. why is he being like this? my self esteem is shattered now. Georgias bf just broke up with her and shes heartbroken so we were all sat having drinks and Olly said that hes going out tonite, and even though i shouldnt, I’m going to. Andrew wants to [...]

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ill :(

08Oct08

This cold is driving me insane! I went to an out of hours doctor yesterday which was pointless! I want to enjoy time at uni not be all snotty and ill! Me and Ally went shopping after Religion in Modern Britian and Hisotry and Teaching of Jesus (which is actually so hard to keep up [...]

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uni!

06Oct08

Ok, so this has pretty much been the only chance I’ve had to sit down and write about whats going on. Which is ridiculous because now I cant remember as much as I would of liked too!
I feel as if I’m getting a cold, I was standing strong being the only person in the house [...]

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Tags: drinking, ex boyfriends, partying, sociology, University

Dont come back again

03Aug08

I have the overwhelming urge to purge right now. I have no clue whats going on in my head. Ive been trying to gain weight for so long, but according to Milly and Fleur I just look like a twig anyway. Realise what you are saying. I just want some control back. And some comfort.

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Tags: eating issues

I know it is…

03Aug08

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Tags: post secret

AH!

28Jul08

I havent written here in a while. I guess I’ve been a bit busy, I have FELT busy, which is nice, not much time to sit about and think about things!
On Friday I went to the V-Team BBQ at the Orchard….Mum walked with me and even though I wasnt that nervous walking up there, I [...]

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Tags: animals, family, frogs, portraits, volunterring

ugh!

23Jul08

People are so flaky. Completely have to bail on Tommy H’s birthday thing now.
However, Vixen messaged me and we’re gonna hang out tomrorow, hit the cinema, cocktail bars and go shopping. She phoned me earlier and we havent spoken in ages, probably years, on the phone and it was cool! Im excited!
Then ted rung me [...]

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Tags: cinema, DVDs, friends, london

why

20Jul08

cant my mum be back tonight! My dad just said hes sick of me and my sister.

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Tags: family